Nearly killed for Jesus – but closer to him than ever.

My daughter.

That was all that Sara* could think about just before she fainted in the street on the dreadful day she was attacked. Her daughter was home alone, and what would she do if her mother would never return? But while her attacker kept insulting her, “Dirty Christian, die!” her eyes became blurry and everything went black. 

It’s a miracle that Sara is sitting in front of us today. Her daughter, whom she was so worried about, sits next to her; together they giggle and make jokes. It’s hard to believe that not so long ago Sara was in the emergency room of the hospital and the doctors were close to giving up on her. She brought printed pictures of her wounds. It’s difficult to look at: large, deep cuts, drowned in blood. But for Sara, these pictures have become part of her testimony: God saved her from death. 

Sara shares that in the days before the attack she had felt a strange worry inside of her. Something was about to happen she told her daughter, but she wasn’t quite sure what. Still, she didn’t feel scared going into the street to buy groceries. The street she had to be in was busy and brightly lit. Not wearing a veil, she was clearly recognizable as a Christian woman, but that had never been a problem before. 

Like she often did when she was out, Sara was repeatedly praying the Lord’s prayer in her head walking towards the shop. Then suddenly she felt a sharp object hitting her body. ‘Dirty Christian, die!’ she heard a man shouting while her legs started trembling. “I didn’t feel pain at first,” Sara tells us. “I must have been in shock. I felt a lot of blood was coming out of my body and I just started dabbing it with my scarf, but it was too much.” 

Sara later heard what happened next from the people that witnessed the attack. While Sara fainted, the attacker, dressed in the typical white clothes of Islamic extremist Salafists, continued threatening her. While a crowd had gathered by now, he didn’t feel the need to flee. Maybe he knew that what he did wouldn’t have big consequences. “The attacker hasn’t been held accountable for his actions,” says Sara. “This worries me because this time it was me, but what if next time it is my daughter?” 

Sara’s story isn’t unique.  

Each year men and women in Egypt are attacked for their faith by extremists. Sometimes the attacks are so serious that the victims nearly die. And at least once a year a victim actually passes away. While the Egyptian authorities strongly disapprove of this persecution, many extremists still get away with their deeds: they are declared mentally ill and released or are protected by allies working in the police force that simply don’t investigate the case. 

As for Sara and her daughter, they still avoid the street the attack happened on. They might be more afraid, but they are certainly not bitter. Sara isn’t angry at the attacker. She forgave him and prays for him regularly: “I hope that God will touch his heart,” she says with a smile.   

The main change in her life since the attack? Her relationship with the Lord. Sara’s face lights up when she talks about Jesus. It’s difficult to explain for her what it is exactly that changed, but she has felt like Jesus has been with her the whole process. “It’s a feeling of inner peace, an inner love,” she says. She is now rejoicing in what she has in Christ each day. “If someone is willing to kill me for my faith, my God must be powerful,” she says.  

*Pseudonym used for security reasons.

Son of a Sheikh becomes a Child of God

Where would your hope lie if you lost your home? Or your family, relatives and entire community? If you were rejected by your siblings? Called names by your parents and even threatened to be killed by your closest friends?

Anwar’s answer is “I have hope in Jesus”.

Anwar, 25, is a young man from the suburbs of Syria, where he lived in a simple community of around 700 people. His community was all from Alawite background, a branch of Islam. Their leader is the Sheikh, a very strict and extreme follower of the Alawite traditions whose duties include officiating prayers, funerals, marriages and religious judgment. Anwar is the Sheikh’s son.

Growing up in a the sheikh’s family has made Anwar very well known in the village. “My childhood memories are very annoying to me, I was excluded and didn’t have many friends, I would spend hours on my phone, but I was also very religious, I would pray with my dad and imitate his moves”. 

“When I turned 15, I started asking my dad serious questions about the Alawite religion. I was very curious about who Allah really was, does he love me? And what should I do to please him? Unfortunately, my father wouldn’t answer me, he would tell me ‘You’ll know more when you grow up.’” 

Anwar was always told he needed to wait. Wait for a certain age, wait till he would memorize a certain prayer, wait till he follows a certain rule, until waiting was no longer an answer for him. 

The Alawite faith is very secretive, Anwar explains that it is even not allowed for women to learn the secrets of that religion, only the men who go through series of training, and of a certain age. At one point, he started watching documentaries about religions. “I was sure that Christianity is a lie and I was convinced that it is a wrong faith because to us Christians are deluded, they worship a human not a God, they are infidels.”

Anwar is taught by his parents and community that he shouldn’t be friends with a Christian. “I wasn’t supposed to let any Christian enter my life, they were said to have a way of convincing people to join their false religion, but as I grew up and went to college, I met a Christian girl.” Anwar mocked this girl when she told him about the gospel, how Jesus died and was risen from the dead to save humankind. “I didn’t believe a word she said, especially when she told me that He is alive now and I can ask him myself.”

With the war raging in Syria, Anwar faced many difficulties. He was postponing his mandatory military service using his student alibi, but at that time he was failing his classes and risking being expelled from college. His health, both physically and mentally, was deteriorating; he had severe stomach pains and was suffering from loneliness as he was living alone in the family’s second house in the main district. “I went through deep depression, and above all, the Christian girl kept talking to me about Jesus which made the pressure even higher. At that point I believed that Allah hated me, and I hated him for allowing all this to happen to me, I wanted to end my life.” Anwar looked for a way out of his miserable life, he thought he had no future, no hope.

But God had another plan for him. 

“My friend said ‘If you want to end your life then you have nothing to lose, why not try to talk to Jesus and see what he has to tell you?’ so I thought to myself, if it doesn’t work then I can still kill myself, so why not try this? She taught me how to pray and I went into my room and I remember thinking that I was a crazy person for talking to myself. At first nothing changed but after a while I became addicted to knowing Jesus. I started watching videos, listening to worship songs and sermons, I completely forgot about suicide. One day I was talking to Him and I remember I started crying, I poured my heart out to Him, and suddenly I wasn’t alone anymore, I have a friend, Jesus.”

Anwar started reading the gospel of John. God was talking to him through the Bible, spiritual songs, and sermons. “I fell in love with Jesus, He is my best friend, I don’t talk to my family, I just talk to Him about everything.”

His newfound faith gave him such joy, but it was coupled with fear of his family finding out the truth about his conversion. “If they found out the truth I would be in danger, I could be killed, kicked out of the house, deprived of my inheritance and disowned”. Anwar couldn’t utter the word ‘Jesus’ in front of them. He rememberd the storeis he had heard about people who converted and got slaughtered, attacked or imprisoned. “I remember when my friend took me to the church for the first time in the city, I didn’t hear the sermon nor the songs, I was preoccupied by the fear of someone recognizing me and telling my family.”

Eventually word got out that Anwar was attending a church.  As the son of a Shiekh, the news spread like wildfire, reaching his parents. “I heard that my mother had a nervous breakdown, and I called my siblings but they didn’t pick up, I called everyone and no one answered, after few hours my sister called and she was crying, she said ‘Don’t ever come back here, my mother is in the hospital because of you, you are no longer my brother’ wasn’t your faith enough for you, you have no honour’ and she hung up on me.”

Anwar’s family kicked him out of the house he was living in. He came to the city and had no place to go. He contacted his friend who connected him with the local church, which partners with Open Doors. Open Doors was able to help Anwar rent the room he lives in currently. Anwar then began the process of finding a job to help him live on his own.

Anwar’s friend works at the Open Doors Centre of Hope in Syria. She shared his case with the management and he was employed at the Centre where he teaches English to grades 5-8. “They helped me in my hardest conditions, this was a new hope for me, a new start and new opportunity for the future”.

Anwar favourite part is to talk to children about Jesus, they pray together at the beginning of every day.  “The Centre of Hope gave me a new beginning in my life, after my old family became like strangers to me. I had nothing to belong to, I was alone. Now I’ve met a new family in the church…we laugh together, we share our thoughts and time with each other. If it wasn’t for the centre I don’t know what I would do, I think I would be homeless, hungry and alone.”

 “Jesus is everything to me, when I had no one, He was with me, my brother, my companion, my best friend. I talk to him all the time, I rely on him, Jesus truly saved my life. When I wanted to kill myself, He pulled me back and gave me hope for the future, when things go wrong, I escape to Jesus. I know He has a good plan for my life…I don’t want to live a second without Jesus, and I say to all the people who are going through the same circumstances ‘Have courage and trust the Lord because it’s worth it, it’s really worth everything.”

Anwar continues to pray for his family and friends, that they will experience the freedom and purpose he found in following Jesus. 

“If Not for God we would have been dead.”

‘If not for God we would have been dead’ – God’s protection and your support help Vinita survive persecution

It is written in God’s Word, ‘When you follow me, people will persecute you,'” says Vinita*, a Christian from a Hindu background from India. Her life shows that this is true. Vinita and her young family have faced discrimination, threats, and violent attacks by Hindu extremists from their community since they decided to follow Jesus. Their persecutors say that they are following a ‘foreign god.’ 

But reading about persecution in John 15 doesn’t scare Vinita. She says, “From these verses we gain the strength and assurance that God is with us.” Your prayers and support have shown Vinita that she is not alone or forgotten, and you are helping her stay strong in the face of every challenge.

Vinita is in her mid-20s. She runs a small shop in her home, and her husband works in a factory. They have a baby girl, who is a year old.

Vinita came to faith through a friend from a previous job. “Initially I did not believe, but every day at lunch time she shared the gospel. Then slowly I started to grow in the Lord.”

Finding faith in Jesus made a big difference to Vinita’s life. “Before coming to the Lord I had lot of troubles and all kind of difficulties,” she says. “When I came to the Lord, I had a peace of mind that nobody else offered.”

At first, her husband wasn’t so sure about his new faith. So she prayed for him – and her prayers were answered. “He also accepted Christ and got baptized.” Her sister Isha* also came to faith after seeing the change in Vinita’s life.

She wanted to share the peace she had found in Christ with even more people, but not everyone was happy about this. “I tried to share the gospel to many, but they did not listen. They spoke badly to me saying, ‘You are worshipping a foreign God instead of our god and goddesses.’

“Our neighbor caused a lot of troubles for us. They created a mess in front of our gate by throwing garbage. They looked for reasons to fight and to create a rift between us.

“Still, we did not take any notice and ignored them. I never gave up – my job was to share the Word of God.”

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‘Armed with rods’

But one day, the attacks on Vinita and her family became more extreme.

“My sister was returning back from work when my neighbors started a fight with her. She tried to escape, but they started to beat her. I went to rescue her and they hit me too.”

Not only did her neighbours physically attack Vinita and Isha – they then went to the police and accused Vinita and Isha of attacking them.

“When we went to the police station, the police did not help us because the attackers had already bribed them with money, and they are well acquainted with influential people.”

Their injuries weren’t serious, but Vinita and Isha were shaken by this attack, and worried about the false case that had been filed against them. They called their pastor, and he came with his daughter and his wife, Preetha*, to pray with them.

But when the Hindu extremists from Vinita’s community heard that a pastor had come to Vinita’s house, they decided to come and finish what they had started.

“Eight or nine men from the neighborhood barged into the house. They were armed with rods in their hands.

“For almost 30 mins they were hitting us and breaking things. They were running after me and beating me. They were stamping us with their legs.

“While they were beating me, I was holding my 6-month-old daughter in my arms. They snatched her and threw her down.

“I felt that today we would not be spared.

“My life was saved as I rushed into my neighbour’s house. They were shouting, ‘Bring her out!’ But God protected me and my life was spared. If not for God we would have been dead.”

‘We could not receive treatment’

Somehow, everyone survived the brutal attack. Most amazingly of all, Vinita’s baby girl escaped with just a few scratches on her legs.

But Vinita and the others were more seriously hurt. “My head was injured, and I have deep injuries near my hip and on my shoulders. My sister sustained serious head injuries. My pastor’s daughter was also hurt on her hands and legs. They hit our pastor’s wife.”

It was the pastor’s wife, Preetha*, who was in the most critical condition. When one of the men went to hit her with a metal rod, she lifted her hand to protect her head from the blow. She was knocked unconscious, and her hand was almost cut in half. She also had a broken leg and other internal injuries.

“Somehow, I took everyone and together we went to the hospital,” Vinita says.

“When we were admitted to the hospital we could not receive treatment, because there was pressure from the attackers.”

The extremists had already tried to kill them with fists and rods – and now they were preventing the Christians from receiving life-saving treatment.

“The pastor’s wife was very serious. I prayed for God’s quick healing upon her. I prayed, ‘Father, you alone show your power and heal us.'”

God answered Vinita’s prayers – but perhaps not in the way she expected. “Partners from Open Doors came forward to help us. They took us to another hospital and got us treated and paid our hospital expenses.”

It was your prayers and support that made this possible – and it saved Preetha’s life. “If the partners did not help, my pastor’s wife would have died.”

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‘This gave me hope’

Your prayers and support are helping Open Doors local partners to continue to support Vinita after the attack on her family.

“When I went back home, I saw that they had broken all the items (in my shop). I felt dejected. I was not able to understand how I would move forward and run the shop.

“By the grace of God, partners from Open Doors gave me new items for my shop. This gave me hope that I can run my shop and earn. So I want to thank them.”

Your support is also providing legal support, to help fight the false case brought against Vinita and Isha, and to lodge a case against their attackers. “Pray that we may win the case,” Vinita asks.

On top of the persecution they have faced, Vinita and her family are also facing the challenges of the covid-19 pandemic. Your support is helping them to survive this crisis as well. “When quarantine started my husband’s and my work came to a stand still. We faced hardship as we had no money and no groceries. I used to pray, ‘O Lord, please bless us so that we can afford some food for survival.’ I also prayed for those brothers and sisters who would be suffering like us during the lockdown.

“God took care of our needs. Partners from Open Doors helped us with our daily grocery needs.”

Vinita doesn’t know what the future holds. Covid-19 may continue to affect the family’s income, and they still face threats from their community. “Even now they threaten us and say, ‘We will not let you stay here.’ They say they will drive us out of the place and makes us beg.”

But your support and prayers will enable Open Doors local partners to continue to provide Vinita and her family with the help and encouragement they need. Our local partners are also working with Vinita and her family to see if there is a safer place where they can live. She says, “To those people who have helped me, I would like to thank them for the help.”

Persecution in India 

The attack on Vinita was not an isolated one. While Open Doors local partners hoped that the COVID-19 lockdowns would lead to fewer attacks on Christians, this sadly was not the case – hundreds of believers were physically attacked because of their faith last year in India. Vinita is just one of many believers who have faced violence because of their faith in Jesus.

Alongside violent attacks, many more Christians in India also experience discrimination – and this can be just as deadly. Thousands of believers were denied government food aid during the covid-19 lockdowns because of their faith, and would have starved to death without help from Open Doors local partners. Not only was Preetha, the wife of Vinita’s pastor, almost beaten death – medical professionals in a government hospital also refused to treat her, and would have let her die, simply because she is a Christian.

Pastor Samuel*, an Open Doors local partner, says, “This is something very common in India. When (the Christians) are brought to the hospital, mostly the hospital deny the medical help to those people. And the police take a lot of time in registering their cases. These people suffer a lot.”

This is why your prayers and support are so vital. You are helping to provide life-saving support, such as paying for private medical treatment for those who are attacked, and bringing vital food aid to those denied government aid. And you are providing legal training and support, so that Christians in India can seek justice when they face discrimination and violence.

Pastor Samuel says, “My dear brothers and sisters, we are all able to do what we are doing only because you are praying, because you are supporting. Thank you so much for all your prayers, all your support, everything you are doing for the persecuted church.”

‘I learn to forgive my enemies’

After everything that Vinita has been through, including having her baby girl snatched from her arms, it would be understandable if she felt hatred towards her persecutors. But she says, “When Jesus left this world, He said, ‘Father, these people do not know what they are doing. Forgive them.’ From this verse, I learn to forgive my enemies. And I pray that the attackers have a change of heart.”

When asked if she has ever thought of leaving her faith so that the persecution will end, she says, “I have never thought we will leave God, because God safeguarded us and helped us. I will never leave the Lord.”

If she met others who were going through persecution, she says she would tell them, “Hardships come when we follow God, but God helps and brings us out from difficulties. If we leave God, our situation will only get worse. Remain in Christ Jesus who sustains us and He will bless you.

“We have peace only in Christ Jesus, so do not leave Him. Peace in Christ is found nowhere else.”

Please pray for Vinita and her family. She says, “Pray for my daughter and my whole family that we may be safe. We live in fear that they might do something to us. Pray, as they still threaten us, that the threats will stop.

“Pray for us to be strong in faith, to be fearless.

“I am also thankful to God for blessing us immensely. Even in our difficult situation our Father has helped us.”

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Persecution is growing, and so are the needs of persecuted believers. More Christians need Bibles, discipleship, trauma counselling, and relief aid as they face violence, displacement, and loss. 

The Canada Post strikes slowed the arrival of gifts during this critical time of year. Will you help?

Your support will empower persecuted believers through Bibles, training, relief aid, trauma counselling, and more.